what i feel right now!!

"I WISH I HAD THE GUTS TO WALK AWAY

AND FORGET ABOUT THE THINGS WE HAD

BUT I CANT BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WONT

COME AFTER ME AND I GUESS

THATS WHAT HURTS THE MOST"

UNTITLED!!!

ok let me try to write malayalam in english !!

ok ithu valare personnal aanu strictly personnal.ennikku thonunnu ee lokathu orikkelenkilum pranayikkathavarayi aarumundaavilla.ee parayunna njanum oru exception alla.but athu ennikku thonnan kurachu time eduthu.we met through orkut started chatting and become very good friends and i proudly can say that still she is ma best friend.oru best freindine veroru reethiyil kaanamo??i believe that nammala nannayi manasilakkan pattunna oralkku maathrame nammude lifeum share cheyyan pattu.(athente personal opinion aanu).enne ithu pole manasilllakyittula veroru aalum ente lifeil undaayitilla. thirichum angane thanne.she knws my feelings towards her .but she still consider me as her best friend.i dont think that her mind will change !! but enne pole avale manasilakkanum ishttapedanum vere oraalku pattumo??i dont know why i cant pass that hurdle to win d heart of a girl .but perhaps i dont know chiloppol chilla kaaryangalkku explanation illa.athu pole ithum angane potte.sum relationships are never meant 2 b understood.if some one ask me who she is to me i will answer that she is more than a best friend to me.orupaadu ezuthanam ennundu .but entho pattunnilla.pinne its not a" painkili katha"at all.innele njan entho parayunna kootathil njan paranjhu ""ennikku vendi ithra maathram prarthichal mathi ninne pole enne understand cheyyunna oru penkuttiye tharan daivathinodu parayane  ennu""i dont know anything else but one thing is sure that i need her throughout ma life athu friend aanenkil anagane beacause friendship always compromises .i dont know whether she will understand my love once ,i hope she will but ente manasil ulla ishttam angane thanne kaanum.(ayyo ithu kandittu naale mudhal njan a friendshipkalnghu ennu vicharikkaruthu our friendship will continue forever).may god provide all the good things to her . i will always be your best  friend  and thanks for being my best friend .if anyone ask me to define friendship i have nothing to write but u

Finally one more thing "Most relationships are made long in advance, and are just waiting to happen..."