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Well it has been long time since i have blogged something myself .I always put up some useful links in ma blog hoping to give some insight to articles that i feel interested.(But it seems nobody is interested in it :)).But today I thought that lets write something myself!! To all of you out there I always liked to write but dont know why I cant do it in the time most needed?? Another reason is that I think (well its ma thought) that am not well versed in English ,I dont get much words to write (infact I even forgot  some words which is most common).Also I am not an expert in the philosophical side of life.Those who know me would definitely realise that I would take life in the most simple way . So expressing that simple life I think ma simple english is more than necessary!!Moreover I always liked to hear wat others had to say rather than myself.

Lets take a deviation :).I dont know how to follow a blog untill yesterday!! U know what i started following 4 blogs (3 of which is by women authors).Always liked girls who came across ma life being a  good friend was more than enough for me (well I was  misunderstood most of the times :)).

Another deviation well this its about a song i just heard today it was poem named saphalamee yathra of N.N Kakkad sung by G.Venugopal .Wow it was just amazing .I heard it more than 10 times today ; am hearing it rite now also.I always liked music and today it was the soothing voice and rendering of the poem that touched me the most.

Dont know when i will blog again but I will try to do it as much as possible.

"Heard Melodies are sweet ,but those unheard are sweeter "

The Workless Worthies

Hope the future of Indian politics lies in the hands of these people.

Happy - I am a Best Friend ,Sad - I am not a Lover!!

It has been raining here . Along with the rain were my hopes and memories of love gone past – of broken dreams and promises. “The heavens are crying for me too”, I console myself. Then again, neither the rain nor the heat of the sun can clearly explain what my heart has been yearning.

It’s sickening to dwell on the past. It kills you slowly day by day. It is uncertain. It is unsustainable. It kills. But I have endured all these – of waiting in vain, of loving unconditionally, of giving my time and of being sincere with my thoughts and actions. Somehow, it wasn’t enough. I am beginning to hate but my memories of those days paint a smile on my face.

I was optimistic. I was hopeful that one day she will be able to see my worth, my love. That we can both conquer the world and see the beautiful sunrise. But even before it has begun, it has dawned in me, that this is a start of a sunset – a mark of a dead star’s perplexing light. It has been too gentle and captivating but all we see are remains of a shine that once was there – a light that have shined years ago but isn’t actually there anymore.

I have convinced myself that that star is still there – endlessly illuminating me. I will still have to convince myself more and make myself believe that that star is still shining for me. For me and me alone.

But it isn’t just the case.

The other night, I saw a falling star. It was fascinating. It was blue. Then I made a wish, “Please let her be happy for the rest of her life.” My conscience was talking to me, “Why wish for her happiness when you can wish for her love?”

It made me think. I realized and thought, “Because I don’t want her to love me just because of a wish.”

I wished on a falling star – on a dying star.

But I am happy that you are still with me as a best friend .But dont ever tell me not to love u because that love will be inside my heart u will not be knowing about it!! I will be more than happy to take the pain of u not loving me because I want to see my best friend happy !!

The light of that star shines still, that I am sure of. But that light shined years ago. And it takes hundred of light years for a star’s shine to reach the earth.

And I know that that star isn’t there for me anymore. It was shining for someone else.
Pardon me if I have given more troubles for your mind but I hope I dont. I know u r good enough to understand my thoughts>This was simply written to speak up my mind as we always do.Hope u would understand!! After this am more than happy and there is nothing in my mind left for u to understand.After all its better to be a friend than  a lover !! One thing more I realised within last two days that I am in the best relation in the world   ie;
"A relationship without limitations"