I need to find some inspiration from somewhere pretty soon otherwise I dont know how my future will end up.No jobs, no peace of mind ,fully frustrated and fed up .Thats the condition of me right now !! I fear that I dont have control over my emotions and purposefully or not I certainly did hurt many people these days!!All the news am hearing is bad !! I cant find a simple positiveness from any event that is occuring in my life !!Right now I have decided to swim along with the tide rather than swimming against it!!Dont know whether it will take me to the safe shore or not !!But one thing I just wanted to make clear is that I not all feel guilty of any decision that I have taken in my life I always did what I think is right even in the most pathetic condition of myself ,thats the only thing that makes me confident !! As I said in the beginning still waiting for something inspirational to happen !!
